after we had the kids, i started hiding. i say that now because it seems perfectly reasonable in life to do nothing more than respond to what gets thrown at you in the best way possible and feel ok about your soul's wellbeing. Not that this was wrong. Heaven and hell are a bit, no they are very like life: You see a limited number of people running around like blue arsed you know whats, trying to achieve, help, win, accomplish, understand, examine and so on... and most of us think: "oh christ, don't they ever stop?" Well, we're all going to be that runner, over achieving business type, philanthropic good do-er of miraculous goods. We wont have time to think about this kind of stuff. We wont reflect. we,ll be on a mission. It all comes around you know. There's so many mysteries. Look at that busker. President Lincoln. Straight up. i know it's hard to understand. But, just look after your pets. lke it or not. that makes for a lot of short cuts and covers your back better than most seemingly brownie point winning activities. really.